Common test are over!

Finally.. Usually, i'll study so hard for common test. But for my last year, i suddenly lost all motivation in studying. Kinda regret much as i know i won't do so well for it. But i think i simply can't help it. Just too lazy to do anything.

Once, Shiyuan questioned me. Do you have a objective in life? My thoughts were, of course i have! I want to find a good girlfriend, study hard, get into local University, get a degree, find a job, get married, have kids and it goes on and on. This was my objective, made crystal clear in my mind when i first gotten my O level results. Somehow, i was so kin working towards it, and somehow, i was drifted away after the impact i got from breaking up with her.

Up till now, i haven't got good results, or its not what i expected. Life in me isn't what i want. I know keep on whining doesn't change the reality, but i really need someone to listen to me. I can't put myself talking to someone because i don't want people to get worried. This is stupid, but i think i really can't live without a girlfriend. Im not getting enough love and support from my family. I need someone to be with me, and will not leave me.


Joan told me my blog is all about complaining. Lol.. It isn't 100% true. Look at this post and you know whats complaining.

Signing off,
Joel