Super suay week (today)

Mother's day, one of the most hated day of my life. The plan today is actually going to my granny's place for dinner, thats all. After i overheard granny is going to temple after dinner, i rejected the idea of celebrating mother's day with her. No point for me going down to Chinatown to meet them for dinner, then head back. My uncle prompted me with one question. "Why don't wanna celebrate mother's day with granny?" I simply answered: "She's not my mother."
This is like so rude if i think back.
But seriously, at that moment, these came to my mind:

1. I don't have a mother, so i don't celebrate mother's day.
2. Waste my time going to chinatown to have dinner then accompany them to temple. for fuck.
3. I don't really wish to see anyone celebrating mother's day, cus im fucking jealous they having a mother.
4. I hadn't celebrate mother's day for almost 10 fucking years.

Dad didn't say anything to me today. i'm not sure whether he's angry or just feel there isn't a need to talk to me regarding this issue. But it certainly looks he doesn't give a damn. I don't give a damn either. I know im being childish, but fuck it. Curse the person who left me at such a young age, 9. I don't remember having any mother's day celebration in my life. I think i'll only celebrate it when i'm married with a kid.

So i went movie with Zhiwei, watched Posiedon, or something that spells like that. Quite a nice movie, you guys should watch it. Went for dinner at mac, then accomapny zhiwei to YewTee Mrt, he sent Eileen home and i sent Sophia home. Didn't really chat much with Sophia on our way to her house. Theres some kinda barrier between her and me, this is what i feel. She's like quite "AngMoh", then i dare not talk much. haha, so lame of me. Quite awkward situation there. hahaha... nevermind this. I waited for fucking 1/2hour for Zhiwei to walk to Mrt. )(&!@#*^&*%@#*&(&$!@(#^@!*$%#@!*$*!@(#^@!%$!#*&$^#!@*&^#

Ok, time to sign out now, tml still got sch. Sorry for the 2 boring entries. =/

Bye!