Failure/lost
Yea, its early in the morning, couldn't catch any sleep since i'll be having a test later. haa. good luck joel.! banzai!!
Touch on the topic, failure. Anyone ever thought about what failure is?
Expriencing it
For me, i first exprience it at the age of tender 15. Not mentioning i did badly in my Secondary 2, i did extremely well for my 1st year of sec3, which causes me to repeat the entire year. If i remember correctly, i only passed one subject. haha!
Lost of love when i was at 19years and 8 days old. It was the first time i felt this bitterness. Lost of appetite, like a living dead. It wasn't pain in my heart, i felt numb, even till now. Did i do something wrong? Am i doing unneccessary stuff to maintian the relationship? Is it my fault for her to change?
At that time, after collecting my report book.(For my sec3 exprience as mentioned above)
Was fucking lost. Not knowing what im suppose to do when i grow up. Am i gotta be some slacker with no objectives, motives in life? << this is what i thought.
This is just part of my life i would like to mention to everyone. I'm not ashame of failing one year in secondary school.
What matters most:
I learnt that in order to do well or excel in something, putting in effort is a must.
Taking failure or lost of love as a lesson, learning the bad feeling you'd get upon doing badly. Remember the sour feeling you have and tell yourself you won't want that feeling to come again. It works well. =) Everyone fails, just take it as a stepping stone to success.
Some quotes from movie " NaNa Live Action"
(Nana is an anime series, and was made a live movie. Something i liked. The music, band in the movie rocks.)
"Love is a 2way-street. Compromising is needed. You can't always think about yourself."
think about this. =)
Signing off,
Joel
This post is written without much editing. Just wanna post some thoughts as i look back and reflect on my life.
Touch on the topic, failure. Anyone ever thought about what failure is?
Expriencing it
For me, i first exprience it at the age of tender 15. Not mentioning i did badly in my Secondary 2, i did extremely well for my 1st year of sec3, which causes me to repeat the entire year. If i remember correctly, i only passed one subject. haha!
Lost of love when i was at 19years and 8 days old. It was the first time i felt this bitterness. Lost of appetite, like a living dead. It wasn't pain in my heart, i felt numb, even till now. Did i do something wrong? Am i doing unneccessary stuff to maintian the relationship? Is it my fault for her to change?
At that time, after collecting my report book.(For my sec3 exprience as mentioned above)
Was fucking lost. Not knowing what im suppose to do when i grow up. Am i gotta be some slacker with no objectives, motives in life? << this is what i thought.
This is just part of my life i would like to mention to everyone. I'm not ashame of failing one year in secondary school.
What matters most:
I learnt that in order to do well or excel in something, putting in effort is a must.
Taking failure or lost of love as a lesson, learning the bad feeling you'd get upon doing badly. Remember the sour feeling you have and tell yourself you won't want that feeling to come again. It works well. =) Everyone fails, just take it as a stepping stone to success.
Some quotes from movie " NaNa Live Action"
(Nana is an anime series, and was made a live movie. Something i liked. The music, band in the movie rocks.)
"Love is a 2way-street. Compromising is needed. You can't always think about yourself."
think about this. =)
Signing off,
Joel
This post is written without much editing. Just wanna post some thoughts as i look back and reflect on my life.
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