Missing her..

Boring day. Just keep on thinking about sad things. Suddenly have the urge to see her, but too bad she's in China.
Pissed off! When i was taking my nap this afternoon she came on MSN and msg me. As i was sleeping, i did not reply. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. shit.

I know when she left, she's still thinking of the guy she admired in her Secondary school days. Not trying to put any blame on her for doing this to me, cus i have no right. Just felt that the guy was real lucky.

She's not very pretty, quite sweet looking. Has a kind heart, quiet, soft spoken and frail. The girl whom you want to marry. A perfect wife. =)

Should i wait for her? Why am i not wooing other girls when i know its like so impossible for us to be together? Its so funny.

Confused, lost.