Jobless...
AHHHHHH! SOMEONE HELP ME!
fuck.. im jobless now. =(
Yea, this happened. Actually, on Saturday, I gave Elly my schedule. She told me it will be the last schedule before she goes to HongKong. I thought since she's planning the schedule, then it would be a relief. Surely get all my shifts swee swee. NNB, but it happened to be Suaimi the one planning the schedule. At that moment, I reckon he will give me good schedule since its my last week working. But it turned out to be shit, my working shift i mean. Oh my dear..
This morning, he asked me whether i can commit my shift or not, since i stated to work from Tuesday to Sunday. Of course i said it would be cool, since its my last week working, will not sabotage the shifts. Still ask me "CONFIRM ANOT?!". kuku pantad naden. Don't trust me just tell me in my face.
Ok, now this is something.
WALKED AWAY.
After looking at the schedule, i was stunned and lost in my own thought. I was like"wtf?" , why do i have such lousy shifts, where else Omar's, Joyce, Erica and even stupid Okegar got nice shifts. Was so fucking pissed off can, what i do wrong sia. I did not sabo shift this month, somemore i helped them to cover shortage. This isn't how you treat one when he's good to u. Morons just don't understand who treats them best. =( i even talked to Kenneth about it, he say don't think they are pinpointing me, so i asked him how i should i think if this isn't it, he just said forget it, cancel all my shift. HAHAHA. so LAME. i lost in words, or to say i don't wanna say anything else.
So i decided to go home, since i was hungry and tired, just like the matchstick girl. haha.. *Puke* Its not my lost anyway. I believed i had always give all out when it comes to working, unlike some of my other collegues, whom i don't wanna mention if not my blood will be boiling at 861239875983648327462398 degrees calcius.
Right now, feeling so sad about it. Sad and actually a litlle bit regret. =( Regretted walking away just like that. Eric told me, "Since you came in as a good worker, leave as a good worker."
ahh.. i fucking spoil my reputation as a good worker, this is what makes me sad, =(
To Elly, ibrahim and all those working today: hey guys, sorry, made you have shortage of staff, i know you guys know about the problem. i can't help it. =( sorry.. =x
Tomorrow will be a better day =) Starting my first driving lessons, so excited. haa.
Signing off, Joel
fuck.. im jobless now. =(
Yea, this happened. Actually, on Saturday, I gave Elly my schedule. She told me it will be the last schedule before she goes to HongKong. I thought since she's planning the schedule, then it would be a relief. Surely get all my shifts swee swee. NNB, but it happened to be Suaimi the one planning the schedule. At that moment, I reckon he will give me good schedule since its my last week working. But it turned out to be shit, my working shift i mean. Oh my dear..
This morning, he asked me whether i can commit my shift or not, since i stated to work from Tuesday to Sunday. Of course i said it would be cool, since its my last week working, will not sabotage the shifts. Still ask me "CONFIRM ANOT?!". kuku pantad naden. Don't trust me just tell me in my face.
Ok, now this is something.
WALKED AWAY.
After looking at the schedule, i was stunned and lost in my own thought. I was like"wtf?" , why do i have such lousy shifts, where else Omar's, Joyce, Erica and even stupid Okegar got nice shifts. Was so fucking pissed off can, what i do wrong sia. I did not sabo shift this month, somemore i helped them to cover shortage. This isn't how you treat one when he's good to u. Morons just don't understand who treats them best. =( i even talked to Kenneth about it, he say don't think they are pinpointing me, so i asked him how i should i think if this isn't it, he just said forget it, cancel all my shift. HAHAHA. so LAME. i lost in words, or to say i don't wanna say anything else.
So i decided to go home, since i was hungry and tired, just like the matchstick girl. haha.. *Puke* Its not my lost anyway. I believed i had always give all out when it comes to working, unlike some of my other collegues, whom i don't wanna mention if not my blood will be boiling at 861239875983648327462398 degrees calcius.
Right now, feeling so sad about it. Sad and actually a litlle bit regret. =( Regretted walking away just like that. Eric told me, "Since you came in as a good worker, leave as a good worker."
ahh.. i fucking spoil my reputation as a good worker, this is what makes me sad, =(
To Elly, ibrahim and all those working today: hey guys, sorry, made you have shortage of staff, i know you guys know about the problem. i can't help it. =( sorry.. =x
Tomorrow will be a better day =) Starting my first driving lessons, so excited. haa.
Signing off, Joel
posted by Joel | 2:36 AM
1 Comments:
yeah, calm seas never make skillful sailors. God purposely make the sea u sail choppy choppy, and see! ur skill so good now! :P
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