Missing her. Motivation lost.

It was a day i spent with my bed since project meeting was cancelled. Came to realise that she really loves me when i looked at the birthday cheese cake she baked for me. And she doesn't want to get into a relationship for some reasons. I don't know whats wrong with her, but this is not very nice. =/

Thank you. =)


Its was so discouraging thinking about how much i slacked from doing the project. I just lost motivation in doing this. I don't wanna do it anymore. For some unknown reasons, i'd put project at the last piority. This is bad, i know. Need to find the source of motivation. Someone. help me!

I think Lorraine is kinda angry that i went club last nite. Anyway, i got myself a job in zouk. Start working every wed, fri, sat from next week. Wish me luck ;)


Some good things: Charged up camera, ready to rock and roll!
Finished the cheescake.
Project tomorrow.
Bought singapore cigs. =/

Signing off.
Joel